taste the rainbow

I feel oddly euphoric.

I'm not really looking forward to going to work tomorrow, but it'll be fine. For now, there's still a couple of hours left before I really should let the weekend end and go to bed.

Clean sheets. I love clean sheets. Maybe I'll even go to bed early and read - bliss.

The odd euphoria doesn't last, unfortunately. It oscillates. The good stuff I was feeling a few minutes ago has already turned to melancholy. The upside is that I'll likely be 'up' again in a few minutes.

I don't know why I'm like this right now but it's pretty much how my whole adult life has played out, more or less.

I'm simultaneously excited, discouraged, bored and confused. It's like watching cable TV except that I can't walk away.